The End of an Era

So Now You`Re 25..!!

2005-05-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Navein..!!

guess i`ve paid the price for being a horrribly slow blogger..,

dam Rajes beat me to the punch....!!

stole `em words write out of my keyboard..!!

ps : Nav, If u were here right now.., we`d open up a bottle of Ribena...
and rekindle the past 18yrs of amazing friendship and bitter sweet bickering moments...
well guess u know me better than the rest..., and i know u .... just as well..

Cheers.., navein..!!
i`m raising a glasss of ribena here for u.. go have one as well..!!

You were always the smarter one...

Me DaD` s ..50!!

2005-04-30T11:05:00.000-07:00

happy birthday,papa...!!

you`ve given me everything i have and today , here i stand before you .. head bowed .., in debts of gratitude for a wonderful life u`ve shown and for the rains of love u`ve showered upon me...

I know what your wishes are of me...., and its the strength i`ve gained from you that keeps me pushing to the very edge and sometimes a little beyond..

The thousandth time you`ve forgiven me for the million mistakes ive made..,

The realizations of your wishes to God i pray...

In Him i know.., there`ll be no dismay..

today and for another 50 yrs to come it will always be your day..

Thank you for always being there for me....
now let me be there for you..

I love u always .., pa

I`m 25....!!!

2005-04-26T22:25:00.000-07:00

yupp.. 26th april 25 yrs ago.. i entered this world..
ive had my ups and downs., twists and turns..but i guess ive always lead a safe comfortable life...

wud i like that to change.. hmmm , i dunno, really..! i guess some of it wud change for better and other parts for worse

but looking back in retrospect i guesss i wud have liked to have taken more chances , more risks., bring a girl home for crying out loud..

well time will tell. .i`ll just have to wait and see

anyways had a decent birthday..,not much to shout about..wasnt in any mood of celebrating anyways.. exams round the corner and all..

but was kinda surprised though... i had 3 cakes to cut this yr..all at different timings with different groups of ppl ...
felt a bit foolish that ppl were still insisting on singing birthday songs and cutting birthday cakes ..hey i`m 25 dudes...!

ahh... but what the hack... if they wanna do it then im gonna savour the moment..!!

to those of u who still dun have a clue as to what im saying..its my birthday !!.

anyways luv all u guys and gals ..so stay happy..!!
to those of u who still remembered me and my birthday and took the trouble to greet me, send gifts , buy cakes and all..i thank u ..

to navein, thanks for calling from the uk and spending 10 mins on the phone prior to 12, talking crap bout some medicines just so that u cud be the first to wish me...well i realy appreciate the gesture but seriously dude how stupid do u think i am ..

to fatso (uncle Tan ) thanks fr calling fr india..
and all those who called fr bangkok.. khop khun kah
special mention goes to rajes, ric, prem,rena,shivani,ian,sonia, satnam,sheikh,priya,clare,merv,guy,amu,kiran,anil and etc etc etc

notice the indonesian idiot missing... dam u naidu for all these yrs and u still cudnt drop a line..

but most importantly to my beloved parents, i am in debted to you for life and to sukhjeev and hans.. u been a very challenging yet adorable and loving sister and brother to me and hey thats what make our lives work...!

to those of you that didnt bother or just coolly chose to forget.., you "***###@***!!!!

tats that.... see u guys soon!!

LoVe Me TenDer, LoVe Me SWeeT..!

2005-04-14T23:30:00.000-07:00

haizzz.., wat a day today..
the day started last night for me..
went to gurdwara , prayed a bit ,had a few laughs with jack then had 2hrs of pool where i whopped everyone`s ass..except when i was a letdown in 9 ball..jus cudnt send the 9 ball home.!
well anywayz after pool we headed for zubaidah..a mamk outlet to watch wat wudve turned out to be a superb disciplined approach fr my boyhood team LIVERPOOL..to fend off the so called deemed italian giants The `OLD LADY` better known as juventus..
this match is a classic halmark dating back to the 39th anniversary of a heysel stadium disaster where 40 juve fans were killed in a match between the same clubs when a wall collapsed due to some rioting by the liverpool fans of thoise days..
anyway liv headed into the match with a 2-1 lead and all they ghad to do was to make sure they dint loose this game..and thats wat they did. they defended briallinatly and held on for a 0-0 score thus pushin them into the semi`s where they`ll meet chelsea

that was the high for last night..
this morning got up and headed for temple again..it being new yr and all..had to go i guess..
well anyway in the afternoon..i decided to watch a malay flick SEMBILU 2005.. it brought back some memories of thios particular malay girl i usd to go out with..she was this sweet little thing with sparkling black eyes, charismatic smile, simply jovial..i just cudnt resist i guess..but oh well things between us wud neva had worked out anyways.. so i was a bit low after a wonderful high last nite..
cudnt do any studyin .. so right now im practically shitting bricks..

then later that evening i decided to msg this one particular girl whom i`ve always had a big crush on for couple of yrs now..
dunno why but ive always had a soft spot for her...just to simply wish her..just a simple new yr greeting..(guess i was feeling realy low huh..)..but just as i came back fr dinner, to my sweet mother of God surprise..there she is., standing there ready to greet me with open arms, a big wide smile and a very warm , tender hug.. .haaiiiiiiii..
i felt my limbs go weak.. i mean i neva expcted to see her.., my vocal cods were jammed.. and i felt my heart pounding right next to hers.., with great difficulty i mustered a smile and sluggishly only managed to say..Haiiiiiii....

lets be frank i always liked hugging her.. she`s got a fantastic body.with realy smooth skin..unfortunately i`ve neva gotten beyond that though..coz she`s always had her boyfriend and i guess i wud never wana end someone else`s love life just becoz i wanna be part of it ... i mean seriously i wud be heartbroken if someone else did it to me..and as the saying goes "DO NOT DO ONTO SOMEONE WAT U WUDNT WANT OTHERS TO DO ONTO U.."

well wat are the ods huh..jus seeing her lifted my spirits again..maybe even somethin else..i was gLowing..not gRowing u fools..! but when she left , and as always i got the same feeeling that
though i know ill neva be able to have her for myself she`ll always be my secret love.. one who i wud carry on...

LOVE.. ull neva truly know wat it is until u r truly in it.

luv ya,.....but sorry baby..guess you`ll just Never Know.!

Our days Are Numbered...

2005-04-08T00:25:00.000-07:00

last day of posting`s today....the end of 5 long and winding yrs
dunno how i made to clinics though..had a blast last night..(havent had a good time in such a long time.)

It was dinner with beer, jokes with wine , dances with beer again , and all in good time
we had group nite out..(to have actually been in the same group past 2 1/2 yrs.)... dunno how i`ve actually made it thru..somehow always never felt at ease in the group..but last night things seemed different..for once i realised hey these guys are not so bad after all...!

we were reminiscing all the funy incidents dating back to my biggest headliner when i was in manipal ..now this is one helluva story to tell..i had the nickname "ATTASingh"prescribed back then ..though i must say i kinda liked it .. :-) (atta by the way means flour..)

Ah yes..well it was the last day of classes in our first yr med school before we had to sit for the final examinations deemed universities..which wud enable us to enter Our 2nd yr.. at the end of the last lecture we were all told off by the 3rd greatest anatomist in the country...that we wre a very crude batch and all we wanted was to have fun and how they`ve neva seen such an indisciplined bunch since our course was initiated..(though i personally always thought the 4th batch were a step ahead in ranking )

well all i wanna say is as soon as he walked out ..our heads which were bowed in the pretense of getting repriminded..just glimmered and true to wat he said we lived up to our name...hell broke loose.

you guys know the rest..
You Were all There..
helluva day... got myself suspended for 2 weeks i think... but still managed to sit for the finals and thank god made it thru..
its the 4th anniversary since thatday though not specific to the date.. but the significance is somewat close to me..

for me every last day of class will always be something special...